A.C. Brooke

Honoring All Parts of the Journey

A short never before seen excerpt from my documentary, Paper Birds! Thought I would share in honor of recently watching an updated cut from my editor. Just a few notes regarding colorgrading and I think that might be a wrap!

A little interesting fact, which I’ll relay through a very truncated story: Initially, the film was going to end with me iceskating. But alas, the project took on a life of its own and for a while, it seemed the skating footage—shot originally in January of 2022—wasn’t going to make the cut.

That changed earlier this year when I realized I wanted to work in more from Dr. Jim Hopper’s interview, and briefly touch on the historical stigma tied to recovered memories. Funny how things work out like that.

Another note: On the other hand, there was some hesitation to include this bite from me. I was worried people in my shoes may hear me talk about the fear and shame I’ve felt in respect to sharing my experiences and internalize it. But the apprehension of making the film has become an integral part of the journey. I feel bold but also selfish. I feel excited but also scared. I feel brave and yet morally gray. The dichotomy is not likely to go away anytime soon, but maybe that’s not something to be shied away from, but embraced.

Anyway, thanks for being along for the journey! Hope to share some more updates soon.